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When Tomorrow starts

When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see. If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, the way you did today, While thinking of the many things we never got to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you.. And each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too.. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand.. An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, It seemed my place was ready – In Heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind, those things I dearly love..

But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye. For all of life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad.. I thought of all the love we shared, and how much fun we had.. If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while, I’d say goodbye, then kiss you ‘til I saw that special smile..

But then I fully realized, that it could never be, ‘Cause emptiness and memories, would take the place of me. And when I thought of all those things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. . But when I walked through Heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, From his great & golden throne,

He said, “This is eternity, and all I’ve promised you. Today your life on Earth is past, but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day is the same day, there’s no longing for the past. . But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true, Though there were some times you did some things you shouldn’t do. .

But you have been forgiven, and now at last you’re free, So come and take me by the hand, and share my life with me..” So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart, for every time you think of me, I’ll be right there – in your Heart..

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Posted by on July 19, 2016 in Uncategorized


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Wedding on a budget


From my experience I can quite honestly say what ever your budget you can still have your dream wedding and plan it in less than 72 hours. if there is a preacher, a witness, and love is shared beyond anything imagined, everything else is extra Sometimes, I think of the line in the grinch story where he discovers that it is not all about the packages and gifts. The presents are in addition to the meaning; they do not take the place of the event. And so the same goes for weddings.  Love does not come because of gowns, veils, and flowers. It is not wrapped in ribbons and bows. It is not served on a platter with cake and icing. It is just a little bit more. .  If you are able to find a gown, don a tux, eat cake, smile with friends, and carry flowers without stressing over the extras, blessed will be your heart

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.  It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.  Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.  It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

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Posted by on May 6, 2016 in Uncategorized


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New Love

She kept her phone in hand
Waiting for the call or the message
That never could come
Yet she enjoyed that feeling
Of being a teenager again

The thrill of being wanted,
Of being loved, a fire burning
A warmth that keeps one awake
That awakens the spirit
Making the child in you dance

It burns less often now
Buried within the rubles
Of everyday chores and chaos
Yet it surfaces, and lingers
Like sweet scented perfume

Just for a moment, yet long enough
To keep the fire burning
Stir the desire embers
Relight the hope of a love
Yet to come yet too far away

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Posted by on November 25, 2015 in poem, Uncategorized


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Hurt my heart

I have so much to say,
But I have fewer words to write,
My mind is blank,
But my heart aches,
Words can’t express how I feel,
Only this tears that I cry.
It has been a week since you left,
But I still wonder did I deserve what you did,
What did I do that offended you that much?
When you walked out that door you took my happiness,
You left me broken-hearted,
I lost my appetite,
For some reason sleep is my only hope,
For I do dream of the happy moments that we shared.
If I could I would change the hands of time,
So that I can correct all the mistake I ever did,
To speak to you once again,
But love is joy and pain,
Love has that small bit of hate,
That pain that makes you realise you love someone when you let go.
Love is tears dried on a pillow,
Soaked in your hair and forgotten in the morning,
As you dream of precious moments,
Love is when you wake up to realise love is a dream,
In reality love hurts,
But it is part of being human,
I still love you,
I will do anything to have you back in my arms again.

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Posted by on June 26, 2015 in Uncategorized


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My Giant

If ever I fall in love,
I want to fall in love with a giant,
7 feet and above,
A tall strong and mighty being,
With depths of feeling far beyond the usual,
thunderous rage of a wounded bear,
Yet humbling meekness of a new-born pup,
My Giant,
With big heart and limbs,
Broadest smile in the world,
Warmest, tightest hug,
I want to be loved by a Giant,
My Giant.
Towering several feet over me,
That when I look up to him,
And he down to me,
I am reminded that I am not the biggest person alive,
As I grew up to believe,
And when I stand next to him,
In his shadow,
I come out as a dwarf,
A miniature being,
And there all my insecurities are made to flee,
As with his mighty arms he,
Lifts me up, sweeping my feet off the ground,
With exceeding ease as a lioness with her cub,
There making my princess fantasies
come to being,
He, as my charming Prince,
My Knight in shining armor,
My well able shield.
My Giant,
With heart big enough,
To love a crooked soul like mine,
With mind wide enough,
To understand the language of a broken heart,
That when I tell him my story,
My past,
Having heard so various and vast,
He shall be far from shocked,
Not close to disappointment,
And with a kind embrace, and gentle laugh,
Say that he has heard far much worse.
My Giant,
With a voice strong and loud,
Certainly higher than the screams of my doubts,
That in moments of storm and fire,
He shall counter them waves and tongues with a deep and final bellow,
Command them to be still,
Sending them cowering back to their sources.
That when he tells me it will be alright,
My heart’s legs will come to a halt,
A definite pause,
And they will rest and wait for peace to manifest.
My Giant,
If I ever fall in love,
I want to love a giant,
A strong and mighty being,
With love so much,
Enough to drive out my insecurities,
I want to be loved by a giant,
With shoulders and arms strong enough to pull me out of holes of mistakes,
Pull me up when I fall,
With ears big enough,
To listen to my woes and blur,
Eyes deep enough to see past the facades I take up,
Soul deep enough to handle my baggage, my burdens, my mess,
And laugh deep and hearty,
Far much mellow than I ever heard,
That when I make him happy,
And he is struggling to get breath between fits of laughter,
As huge tears of joy are streaming down his face,
I shall be content if his was the last I ever heard.

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Posted by on June 16, 2015 in Uncategorized


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My love has flowered
on its receptacle
that is your receptive
I daintily sip
from the honeyed
that is your giving
back this love…
I collect the stars
in a celestial dazzling
glass amid oodles
of diamond rings;
and not any
of its worth
can measure up
to your worth…

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Posted by on May 1, 2015 in Uncategorized


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desperate is not in a picture when I, you say, captured your eyes first.
You see, I was a damsel disordered by understanding how the world is ordered.
So really, I wasn’t looking,maybe at bottles, boys or clothes but
definitely not in your way.
But you saw complete, a woman in the girl I used to be
You gave A to my failures when successes summed up to C
You used walls I built up to my heart to build these courage
pillars you see kneel.
You threw away my shame-walker when dignity took its first step.
So here on one knee,
My pride befitting the dress I fit in,
My heart not withstanding how naked all these eyes make me feel
Before God, before man, before I smile or crumble at the greatest
mistake I ever made.
I was hoping my mind would conquer, that my heart would stand aside,
That I’d go back to being safe, and I’d keep waiting for you.
Not that I chose not to, I know you. I know your fears. I know this
person we built scares you, she surpassed the limits we thought we’d
get to but Love wins. I’ll win. We’ll win
Even if you say No, I’ll say Yes; Yours was a love I’d have been
blessed for eternity to live with.
But I’d never want to wake up to you again, man of my dreams
I hope the energy your soul radiates in me gives me strength to ask this..
Will you marry me?

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Posted by on April 23, 2015 in Uncategorized


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